This whole ranting business is really helping :-)

I’ve realized that the more I write about wanting stuff, the lamer it sounds and I end up becoming a lot more rational. Didn’t know it’d help at all to write it all out. Thanks for reading and discussing it back. That’s prolly what really helped, but since I can’t just say them..doing it via writing is a good outlet.

I suggest you all try it. Nothing to loose really … except letting people know what they are guessing I guess. After all, this writing business has just proven what you all already knew. I can be very silly and incoherent at times.. but don’t you just looooooove me :-D