I'm done.
But, one thing I want to do is stop writing this blog. I think the blog has served it's purpose. I've discovered myself in ways and learnt to be more open. Jeez, I've become so open that I've been running away from people, just so I don't open up to them :). It's silly, I know.
Anyway. It's been a good road for me. For some reason, I am reminded of an Elton John song for the end. I've always liked it and the fact that Robert Downey Jr. is in it, makes all the more heartfelt.
I want love, but it's impossible
A man like me, so irresponsible
A man like me is dead in places
Other men feel liberated
I can't love, shot full of holes
Don't feel nothing, I just feel cold
Don't feel nothing, just old scars
Toughening up around my heart
But I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won't break me down
Won't brick me up, won't fence me in
I want a love, that don't mean a thing
That's the love I want, I want love
I want love on my own terms
After everything I've ever learned
Me, I carry too much baggage
Oh man I've seen so much traffic
So bring it on, I've been bruised
Don't give me love that's clean and smooth
I'm ready for the rougher stuff
No sweet romance, I've had enough