When was the last time u looked in the mirror?

I do it way too much. I try hard to stop the habit, but I just zone out from time to time and embark on this no destination journey. I’ve been told repeatedly to stop this over-self-delving.

Digressing, I’m sure there is a better word for that. I just wouldn’t know. Gosh there seem to be better words for most things. It’s just sad that my vocabulary is totally devoid of them.

Ok. Coming back. Off late, I think I am hitting depths that are better left unexplored. It’s good to know about yourself. But, when the exercise is pointless ‘cos you don’t really learn anything constructive, you should quit. I am unable to back off even though I know this.

Thinking a lot about things isn’t so bad. But if that is coupled with self-deprecation, it’s so unhealthy that it’s scary. I think a good dose of pessimism never did anyone no harm. But it’s high time I checked out the optimism camp perhaps. Sure you’ll get hurt when things don’t go the way you want them. But it must feel better to not be on a never ending doubt trip.