Gosh it's hard to try n fly

So how does one get back into the groove after a long hiatus? It’s hard to be all comfortable when that odd fumbling occurs in things that were natural to you to begin with.

Kind of like dancing… the rhythm is in you, but your feet don’t really follow in step. It’s awkward at best. But if you let loose, and dance like no one is watching, it’s exhilarating. Of course, you soon realize that it’s also tiring to do it now. The stamina is gone and you’d much rather sit and drink anyways.

I'm still trying to find my way back
Whatever happened to all those dreams a while ago
Whatever happened way across the sea
Whatever happened to the way it's supposed to happen
And whatever happened to me?